Ithaca College

is offering me a full ride. I’m gonna take it.

I’m tired of everything here. All the competition, all the fickle idiocy, the emotional ineptitude, all of it.

I NEED TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE.

It's frustrating

when you go through 40 pages (literally) on tumblr without having the ability to watch the Youtube videos or listen to the songs or see the images posted up. Darn you, internet proxy. It’s all my brother’s fault for being mean and blocking tumblr.
I told myself I would submit my college apps on Wednesday. It’s the end of Saturday, and I’m on draft number 4 of prompt 1 (prompt 2 is done and tucked away).

ANYWAYS. I’m sick. (in more senses than one)
Friday was the game against Livermore HS. I’m not going to lie. Having soccer games every other day for a week straight is going to screw you up pretty badly. I was exhausted, and my body felt like it was on the verge of collapse. Whoever says soccer is a sport for pussies has obviously never played before. The scab on my leg opened up again when I got slammed by some guy with a ridiculously thick neck. It was like a tree trunk. I had spray some of that disinfectant crap Nurse Dan had, and my leg suddenly lit on fire. Almost as if on cue, God makes it rain (lol no pun intended). The icy temperature and the torrential downpour was just what I needed. All of a sudden, I was on Vicodin, without the side effects. I was totally numb, so no pain anywhere. It was ridiculous. I suddenly went beast mode and went crazy. Too bad I’m really feeling the after effects right about now. I’m not gonna lie, I’m pretty damn proud to be captain of such a strong squad. This year looks a helluva lot more hopeful than I had thought. Post-game dinner with the Tedster and Neil Marion. Good, HILARIOUS talk. Highlight of dinner at Mickey D’s:
Teddy: (reworded from NC-17 to PG-13) Perfect date is me and another woman makin’ sweet love under the stars.
Neil: Really Teddy? ANOTHER woman?
Teddy: What?
Me: When you say ANOTHER it implies that you are a woman, because you’re making love with ANOTHER woman.
Teddy: I don’t get i- (dawns on him) BITCHES!!!!
Ahh, that was good. K-pop is taking over my life. After playing Warioland: Shake it! for a couple of hours and then watching the feature length film “TURTLES FOREVER” on the CW, I went on the computer, vowing to only allot myself two hours of Youtube time. Eight hours later, I look at the clock- 7:45. Crap. Okay, college apps. I finish one section, but I can hear Jessica and the rest of So Nyeo Shi Dae calling to me. Now it’s 11:30, and I’m tumblring. Eff.

I walked home for the first time in ages on Friday. It felt weird, but good at the same time. I think best when I’m walking or running.

I talk to myself a lot. Like, a LOT. I’m really weird. I’m not really sure I’d like me if I ever met me.

I’m sick.